Impactful song

I'm not ready yet
To say goodbye to you
So many things that I wanted to do
Like hold you close until you loved me too
And I don't understand
Just why you're letting go
I know you'd love me if you only knew
That I am not a monster growing inside of you

Now I cry
Broken inside
Now everything in my world seems wrong
Life is not a game
For boys and girls to play
And simply change the rules
When it don't turn out your way

And what gives us the right
To end a child's life
All your excuses can't remove the pain
That they feel when we decide to take their breath away
So just close your eyes
Pretend they're not alive
But all your lying can't destroy the truth
It's babies that we we murder with our rights to choose!

Now I cry
Broken inside
Now everything in my world seems wrong
Life is not a game
For boys and girls to play
And simply change the rules
When it don't turn out your way


Broken Inside, We As Human(Burning Satellites)

Interesting test thing.

1. When do you feel your best....

A) in the morning
*B) during the afternoon and early evening
C) late at night

2. You usually walk....

*A) fairly fast, with long steps
B) fairly fast, with little steps
C) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
D) less fast, head down
E) very slowly

3. When talking to people you...

A) stand with your arms folded
B) have your hands clasped
C) have one or both your hands on your hips
D) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
*E) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair

4. When relax ing, you sit with...

A) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
B) your legs crossed
C) your legs stretched out or straight
*D) one leg curled under you

5. When something really amuses you, you react with...

*A) big appreciative laugh
B) a laugh, but not a loud one
C) a quiet chuckle
D) a sheepish smile

6. When you go to a party or social gathering you...

A) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
*B) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
C) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed

7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted...

A) welcome the break
B) feel extremely irritated
*C) vary between these two extremes

8. Which of the following colors do you like most...

A) Red or orange
B) black
C) yellow or light blue
*D) green
E) dark blue or purple
F) white
G) brown or gray

9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are...

A) stretched out on your back
B) stretched out face down on your stomach
*C) on your side, slightly curled
D) with your head on one arm
E) with your head under the covers

10. You often dream that you are....

A) falling
B) fighting or struggling
*C) searching for something or somebody
D) flying or floating
E) you usually have dreamless sleep
F) your dreams are always pleasant

I scored a 38

31 TO 40 POINTS: Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you, realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.




I find that interesting, my friends. What do you think?

I injured my knee about two weeks ago. I was walking down the stairs and twisted it. At that point, it did not seem too severe, but I had to push it to finish up that CNA course. Since that point, it has not improved. Instead, it seems to be getting worse. At this point, it will not support my weight. I have dealt with knee pain before, and even pushed through it and just coped or dealt with it, but I have never had my knees buckle.

I've had friends ask me what they can do to help, and I finally thought of a few things.

1.) Pray.
Please pray for me, guys. I know that I've been kind of not wanting you to, but I realize that I'm just being a bit ridiculous, and that I really do need and ask for you to pray and keep praying.

2.) Please try to understand.
I know that that can be asking a lot, but I'm really begging for you to try. I don't want to be hurt, and I really don't want to burden or worry any of you. Please, though, this is probably the biggest way you can help. If I talk about hurting a lot, it's because it's at the front of my mind because I'm in pain. I'm not trying to complain, and I am extremely sorry if it comes across that way. I am trying to cope with a pain that I do not entirely understand, and it is exhausting in a way. Please, please, please just try to be compassionate when dealing with me, because I'm not entirely how I normally am, and I'm sorry for that.

¹pain

Pronunciation:

\ˈpān\

Function:

noun

Etymology:

Middle English, from Anglo-French peine, from Latin poena, from Greek poinē payment, penalty; akin to Greek tinein to pay, tinesthai to punish, Avestan kaēnā revenge, Sanskrit cayate he revenges

Date:

14th century

Definition:
localized physical suffering associated with bodily disorder (as a disease or an injury) ; also : a basic bodily sensation induced by a noxious stimulus, received by naked nerve endings, characterized by physical discomfort (as pricking, throbbing, or aching), and typically leading to evasive action b: acute mental or emotional distress or suffering
(m-w.com)

Happy Easter!!!

Blessings upon you from Christ our Lord on the day of His resurrection!

"Don't be alarmed," he said. "You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified. He has risen! He is not here. See the place where they laid him.
-Mark 16.6


"He is not here; he has risen! Remember how he told you, while he was still with you in Galilee: 'The Son of Man must be delivered into the hands of sinful men, be crucified and on the third day be raised again.' "
-Luke 24.6-7

Our God is a God of promises and fulfillment! He has risen!!!

Well, then.

Wow...it's been a while, hasn't it?

I finished up that course with an A. Pretty good for my first college class, eh? Lord, please let it be that way for most of my college courses, amen.

Now I've gotta figure out if I want to take classes over the summer. Not sure quite yet, but I'm thinking that one through.

I've got some weird emotional stuff going on that I'm trying to work through and figure out, hopefully God will grant me enough wisdom and maturity to make it through with a moderately clear head and the correct answer to an unspoken question.

Uhhh.....it snowed again today. Darn it. I can't wait for it all to melt!!!!!!

OH!!! I'm excited for Thursday. Pesach Seder over at Living Word. I absolutely love things like that, and I haven't had the opportunity to attend in several years, so I'm pretty much geeked. I spent a while today researching. ^_^#

Anywho...if you have any direct questions feel free to ask and I may or may not answer.

<3