Confession #11

This song is probably my number one, guilty pleasure, top-of-my-lungs singing song. Yes... that was an odd sentence. So, let's try it again. I absolutely adore singing this song at the top of my lungs. It is probably my number one guilty pleasure for loud singing.

Ahem.

Anyway....

I just thought I would share.....

*wink*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RrA-R5VHQs

Confession #10

Sometimes I forget that I'm already twenty-one and an adult. Then, something happens to remind me. For example, in a joyous event, one of my best friends got engaged on Tuesday! (Yes, yes... Valentine's Day... from what I hear it was quite romantic.) Another example, much less joyous, one of my longtime best friends may no longer be coming to our Youth Group soon. While I don't really blame him, he is also an adult now, I will definitely miss him. He, another younger best friend, and I are the only remaining three from when the Group started up. I already feel sad sometimes that so many of the friends that I grew up with and was so close to during high school have gone off to college away from home, and are moving on with their lives. I don't blame them, absolutely not! In fact, I'm quite proud of them for following God's plan for their lives. It just is difficult to be one of two college students that stayed in the area.

I guess what I'm getting at is... sometimes I am surprised by change. Yes, that's it....

Confession #10:

Sometimes, change takes me off guard.

EDIT: My friend ended up still coming to the youth group.

Confession #9

Sometimes I feel like I'm taken for granted.

If I were going to die tomorrow, what would you say to me tonight?

Inquiry

Has anyone ever noticed that those philosophical crises pop up at the most inconvenient times? The question "who am I?" could not come at a worse time than this weekend. I am swamped! Part of me wants to morph into this new person, while part wants to get back to my roots, while the other says, "What on earth are you doing??? You have two tests and three projects due this week! What's wrong with you?!" Anyway... please think of me in my morass of schoolwork. *chuckle* Also, my vocabulary seems to be becoming something that my coworkers and some of my school peers simply cannot understand. Seriously, who uses "quandary" in everyday conversation! *laugh* I am insane. I love you all. (And by all, I mean Angie, who seems to be my only reader. Angie, you are a wonderful person. I love you dearly.)

Today's musings

It's only one musing, really. Does it take a special kind of man to love a woman who lives in jeans and t-shirts?

Also... when did I become a woman? I'm not a little girl anymore, that's for sure. It's odd, though.

Confession #8

Sometimes, I really just don't know what to think or feel. God is always good. That's all that is certain forever and always.